The man told the woman he knew she knew he wanted to take her and have her in a dozen different ways.
He told her he knew she knew he wanted to find out in person if the electricity was still there as he suspected and it wasn’t solely about getting laid either.
He didn’t think she really believed that but he wouldn’t have been surprised if she accused him of that or just wanting her mouth.
“You know better than to believe that. I feel you in the wires woman and I suspect you feel me too.”
The man told the woman he saw her just as he knew she could see him.
“I see you woman and I know you have thought about the past, present and the future. There is opportunity to explore and to let your guard down and accept being seen.
There is depth there that you know from experience and maybe now, more than ever being seen is more important. Maybe being seen, listened to and heard at that deeper level is it.
It is why you’ll let me take you.”
He called her baby and asked if she was ready to be taken again.
“There is magic in the air, my dear lady and If you take my hand we can experience it together.
Life is short and we ought to do more than speak on just the soul level. Sometimes the kiss says so much more than words can alone.
You ought to be in my arms again.”
The man told the woman he wanted to know if the feelings were crazy and it was part of why he wanted to have her again.
“I could tell you I’m better for you than that other guy and you’d know it’s true but I am not competing with him. He has the benefit of first mover but that’s not enough.”
He took the 500 words he had written and cut them from the page and saved them elsewhere in case he needed them later.
Instead he wrote about the deep connection and the kisses that were electric and then he stopped.
Not really afraid to go on but not certain either. Confident nonetheless, but restrained just because.
The man told the woman he’d make love to her. “If I could, I’d pump you into next week.
I’d put you on your back and take care of you just as I once did, but with even more tenderness. Because I know how limited time is.
Even if you give yourself to me forever there is a finite amount, so I would take the time and nourish your heart and soul as best I could.
The man told the woman he liked being close to her and missed it.
He said he still believed in the Virgo/Taurus astrology and that experience made it clear there was truth in it.
He thought about saying more but held off because…
The not so old but still not so young man called her ‘baby’ and wondered if she heard it in the voice message.
It wasn’t intentional in the respect he didn’t say it to test her response and potential reaction.
You could call it habit but not of the tired because it was said with all the right kind of affection.
Just as when he asked for a blow job, told her he wanted to bend her over the couch or any other euphemism or direct request was more than just lust.
It was trust too.
The man told the woman he thought she would feel better if they did the old ‘dip the wick’ trick from their past.
“You are stressed out, worn and nervous. I can help with that. Not sure you realize the importance of what I am offering, but I suppose the virus makes it a bit more challenging and maybe even something that has to wait.
Would be happy to feed you and have a few other ideas for ways to take the edge off, more than once.”
They could call each other Johnny and June or they could use any other name they wanted.
Fact was and is she went looking for his support when things got rough and don’t think he didn’t notice.
He didn’t mind, he liked supporting her and knew she tried to do the same for him.
But he wasn’t going to lie about believing she would feel better if he was buried to the hilt, even for a moment.
That is cuz love lives and many lust, but the depth of the latter came from the former.
In the midst of the pandemic the man told the woman he wouldn’t mind being trapped in a house with her.
“I would still wear you out because you can’t keep up with me, but I am sure you’d try. I’d ask for your mouth occasionally to give you a break. :)”
He looked out the window and remembered truth is stranger than fiction, you just never know what will or won’t happen.