I have been thinking about what it is about the people that make our hearts pounds and our eyes widen. Been thinking about what qualities they have and trying to identify what it is that makes them different.
What is the difference between them and a million other people we could be spending our lives with. Math and science make it clear that there has to be more than just one. Experience proves that we can and will fall in love multiple times but that doesn’t negate that the depth of our love differs.
Some people are just given more of that magic fairy dust that we can’t get enough of. It makes me wonder if there is a time limit on the dust or a time frame it has to be used during.
Will that man or woman who makes us feel more than we have ever felt before have the same impact upon us at any point in our lives. Some people would say no, they’d tell you there are many reasons why you might not fall for them. They’d say timing is everything and part of me is inclined to agree and yet I don’t.
If your eyes and heart are open then they can find you. Or maybe it is the universe puts them and you in a position to find each other and you are given the choice to follow them or not.
You are given the chance to touch the face of god and to experience something magical, something mystical and meaningful. The question is what will you do if you find them during a time or place that is unconventional and inconvenient.
Will you ignore what your heart tells you and make excuses for why you can’t do more and be more. Because when you find that person whose polarity matches yours and whose presence makes your heart and soul sing you can’t pull away without pain.
Sure if you do it early on you can move past and make it seem like less than it is. You can lie to your heart and put blinders upon your eyes and try to convince yourself that what you felt wasn’t what you thought. You can tell the other that they are mistaken and that what they think is wrong.
You can push them in the chest with two hands and hope they believe your hands in their chest are there because they don’t want to be with you. But sometimes you might find they smile and enjoy the touch because they know to be like bamboo, to bend and not break.
They accept the test the universe has presented and they just roll with the punches because sometimes the smartest thing you can do is let that energy pass through you. Because when you roll and release good things happen.
But fear can make you stiff. Fear can hurt your effort to roll and release and when you don’t relax, well there is pain that comes along with it.
I have been thinking about all of this and more. Maybe it is real or maybe it is the ramblings of a giant glass of whiskey.